Jazz

When I got divorced
I realized early on that I had to look at
What I was gaining as opposed to
What I was losing
When I did, I found much to consider
With all due respect
Because this is the nature of the universe

A place beyond words
Invented and strung together with invisible wire
Impossible to comprehend
Bent and shaped to context
The positive and the negative
Like everything, duality, reality
Depends on this perception
With all due respect
Because this is the nature of the universe

Though I love music built on dialogue or
Books that describe old treasures or
Movies that meander with
Endless explanations,
Sometimes I wonder
If the director doesn’t see or
Understand, the beauty of a smile
The tenderness of a tear or
The joy in an embrace
With all due respect
Because this is the nature of the universe

When I got divorced,
I began listening to nothing but jazz
Mingus, Monk, Miles and others,
The wilder the better
Hard bop and Dolphy, because
Only they understood
The corners of condition
Angles, and imperfections
Alive in human struggle
For love
Broken and redeemed,
With all due respect
Because this is the nature of the universe

Written by 

Doug Hoekstra is a Chicago-bred, Nashville-based writer and musician, educated at DePaul University in the Windy City (B.A.) and Belmont University in the Music City (M.Ed.), whose prose, poetry, and non-fiction have appeared in numerous print and online literary journals. His first set of stories, Bothering the Coffee Drinkers earned an Independent Publisher Award (IPPY) for Best Short Fiction (Bronze Medal). Ten Seconds In-Between, his latest collection of short stories, earned a Royal Dragonfly Award for Best Short Story Collection of 2021 and Next Generation Indie Book Award Finalist 2022. Hoekstra has also worked extensively as a singer-songwriter with eight albums of original material on labels released on both sides of the pond, musical highlights including included Nashville Music Award and Independent Music Award nominations, as well as many groovy happenings. “A lot of people write songs, Hoekstra writes five-minute worlds” (Wired Magazine). His most recent CD, “The Day Deserved,” was released in the U.S. and Europe in 2021. www.doughoekstra.net

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