It’s so fun to fuck a woman, then leave her.
It’s so easy to smile, and become her man.
When you make me bleed, you ain’t so big —
It shouldn’t be so easy to eat a heart…
I’m thinking of you now, texting me; booty call
I’m thinking of how small you seemed inside me.
So baby take my red, drink it down, choke on it
Take your own damn lies
— rub them out with one hand —
I’m all fists and needles now. I’ll be fine alone
As always. I got my reasons to slay and ten fingers
Worth of fun to sustain me.
Nothing is hard for me —
Not even to die with my legs closed – sewn up, black inside
Licking my wounds was so easy to do
— chewable and flushed —
No baby, nothing is hard for me anymore, and that’s the way
It should be.
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