An Affair

My husband walks in on us

and says, “You are going too far:

Saturday, Sunday, Monday,

and now today too?”

 

He doesn’t understand

the pull of the muse

when my mind goes blind

seeing, hearing nothing.

 

Nothing but words begging

to be caressed into being,

literary waterfalls decimating

the dam keeping them inside.

 

The notepad, my accomplice,

knows of my dalliances

but I can always trust it will

lay low when the letters come.

 

It enables my poetic addiction,

recording the constant flow

of voluptuous vowels,

captivating consonants.

 

I should stop this sudden storm

but waves of luscious language

crash against mental shores

and my will washes away.

 

I soar in the ecstasy of expressions

alluring adjectives arouse me

as volatile verbs explode into existence

and rattle me senseless.

 

The poems consume me

flitting fingers typing until 1am

high on mesmerizing metaphors

and sensuous similes.

 

Finally, I sit back in my chair

relaxing my wrists and hands

as the final rush hits the spot

and I sigh with satisfaction.

 

The waves of words recede

allowing me to breathe

letting the salt sit in my sands

as I wait for the next rush.

 

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Written by 

Eloísa Pérez-Lozano writes poems and essays about Mexican-American identity, women’s issues, and motherhood. She graduated from Iowa State University with a B.S. in psychology and an M.S. in journalism and mass communications. A 2016 Sundress Publications Best of the Net nominee, her work has been featured in “The Texas Observer,” “Houston Chronicle,” and “Poets Reading the News,” among others. She lives with her family in Houston, Texas.

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