What Do I Do

He’s just for now
to take up time
and when we kiss I can’t close my eyes
when he holds me it’s not like you do
oh how I miss every inch of you
when I look into his eyes
I don’t feel how I used to
I can’t help but wonder if it’s all worth it
but I can’t keep coming home
to this
an empty bed and two unread text messages
when I wake up I wish it was next to you
oh how I miss every part of you
but for now I guess this will do
when your kisses can’t reach to the other side of the ocean
your cyber moans don’t turn me on anymore
when the hot summer nights are finally over
bundled up in our winter clothes
I can’t even remember the sound of your voice anymore
this is when I have to find someone to replace you
but I swear they can’t keep us apart
we’ll meet again we’ll meet again
in another life, I’ll see him again
but until then
I can’t keep counting down the days
I’ll just sit here and fucking rot away
I can’t help but look for you in the empty spaces
is this really a true love wasted

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